Thursday, January 29, 2015

Bye bye eye bags

I'm sorry that I can't reply the emails about my under-eye treatment at Dr Rachew Chew Clinic.
(Skin Art Clinic is Dr Rachel Chew Clinice, Dr Rachel Chew Clinic is Skin Art Clinic.
Lol, just a name change.)
I'll answer your questions here once and for all.

When was my last treatment?
I can't remember, more than 6 months ago.

People always say it doesn't help, it's costly to maintain.
HONESTLY, I will say it's true because that's the price for sleeping late.
That's the price to pay for beauty.
It's all your choice, really.
Some asked about the price, asked about how long will it last but I can't answer you.
Everyone's lifestyle is different.
I sleep so late every single day, I need to pay the price to maintain if i don't want my eyebags to show.
There are also other factors that affect the treatment.
Like drinking (alcohol), it might make the filler go off after.
Everyone's different.
For me, when I drink, I do think about it and cut down on it.

Go for consultation.
Trust me, I'm no expert but Dr Rachel will tell you what you need.
If your eyebags are too serious, doctor WILL NOT push you to do it.
My friend went to see her and she was told that her eyebags needed surgery.
Nobody wants angry clients, angry customers.
 Some are not so severe, doctor will recommend to go for a try.
Again, it's your choice, to try it or not.
If it doesn't work for you, it doesn't mean the doctor didn't do their job well.
(But of course, I have full confidence in Dr Rachel's skill.)
If it doesn't work for you, you might want to look into other options.
For me, I never want to go under knife.
If you ask me, yes, I'm happy with Skinartesse treatment.


After care.
2. Avoid drinking alcohol.
3. Use eye cream.
4. Don't rub your eyes, the skin around our eyes are the thinnest and the most sensitive.
5. Never go to sauna in the first week after treatment.
6. No facial or eye treatment MASSAGE for a month.

How long does it last?
If everything goes well, it will for about 8months-1year.
(Depending on the brand of filler you use.)

For me, my lifestyle is really unhealthy.
Work to late night and I have no time to go for facial treatment, sigh.
Gotta make time to pamper myself soon.

This post is not long but I hope I answer your questions.

Some pictures for you to see.
My eyebags condition is more serious than this though.

Instant result.
The effect will be better after two-three days.

Monday, January 26, 2015

Late night thoughts : Empty

Hello, I'm home quite early today, got home at 12.30am.
It's 12:52am now, I had a quick shower, feel so good.
Doing my mask, this new mask I'm trying is so goooooood.
I'm doing a review about it soon anyway.

I think I work quite hard.
It's exhausting, I'm so drained recently.
I need doctor Rachel, like seriously.
I got home happy today because I'm so thankful for my staffs.
They are such a blessing, they lighten my burden a little by a little, day by day.
Gosh, I appreciate my blessing so much.
Yet, sometimes I get home really emotional.
It's like I work so hard for nothing.
I feel empty.
It's like I'm working for nothing.
I know I have to work for my future, it's something, it's an achievement.
I should think more maturely and I should feel a little proud of myself.
Hmmm, I don't know, I guess I miss that someone.
At least, I know he's doing well, he's happy, I'm happy that's he's happy.
Ahhhhh, just gotta get over it.
Hmmm, life... things just don't go your way sometimes...
I shouldn't be talking about something so private.

Can't wait.
Can't wait for the next chapter of my life.
Career is so important.

falling asleep, continue tomorrow, xx.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Go to Space

Hi, everyone!
I miss blogging.
Ahh, I said I wanted to quit blogging, now I miss blogging.
I've been very busy.
It feels like I haven't slept in a very long time.
I miss sleeping so much, yeh, I miss sleeping more.
Sleep is so precious, now I know.
I wish I can sleep longer, I hate the sound of my phone alarm now.

I'm tired but I'm happy.
I worked so hard and I finally see some result.
It's now the hardest part, it's to maintain and manage everything.
I'll be back very soon.

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Late night thoughts : Thirteen Reasons Why

Dumbest book I've ever read.
Dumbest girl.
This is supposed to be a book review of Thirteen Reasons Why.
I changed the title because my personal opinions overpowered everything, lol.
I do not understand why is this book so popular, I'm sorry.
I'm busy, friends wondered why I still had the time to read a book.
I read half of it after a meeting on Sunday.
I was like "man, this book is stupid, should I stop?"
My sifu who recommended this book said "it only gets better" with a smirk.
Man, reading back to my own typing, I think I just got why he told me to read this book.
I don't know he was being serious or he was being sarcastic.
So, I thought.... Give me something more than this, change my mind.
It's my sister's birthday today and I haven't really joined any family events recently.
I had to rush home for this family dinner and oh yeah, I got the time to finish it.
I should be hitting the sack now but this book... uh, I'm sorry, it wasted my time and... bla.

This girl, Hannah Baker ended her life.
She recorded bunch of tapes before she committed suicide.
She listed out thirteen reasons why she killed herself.
Then, passed the tapes on to people who deceived her.
The thirteen reasons, freaking... Dumb. So dumb.
Why do I sound so angry? Just so you know, I'm calmed, haha.
It made me think.
It made me think, not because I could relate, not at all.
I couldn't relate and I don't want to.

I'm pretty sure SOME people think of suicide at some point of life.
When they feel extremely helpless and sadness is engulfing them.
No, never, never do it, just never do it.
It's the most selfish act in this world.
Just. Think. About. Your dad and mum.
How can people do that to their parents?
Never. It's so selfish.
Do you know how much pain will you put them through?
Ok, say if you don't put the pain on them, you're in pain.
Suck it up, take the pain.
I'd rather take the pain myself than to put people through pain.
I read this quote
"I go through hell, so somebody doesn't have to"
I agree to it, not because I'm a saint or I'm the kindest person.
No, you just don't put your loved ones through such pain.

She sent the tapes to people who deceived her.
She had already killed herself but she wanted people to know how they deceived her.
Don't get it, don't get the point of doing it.
To let them know they were wrong?
So? Will you feel better? You're already dead anyway.

When someone told me.
"Don't worry, KARMA will kick them in the ass."
I never want KARMA to happen on anybody.
What is it going to do? How? So?
Even if KARMA happens to people who deceived me...
It's not going to undo the pain.
It's not going to undo the pain they put me through.
It's not going to help anything, at all.
At the end of the day, you need to get over it yourself.
This is based on heart breaks and mild cases.
Don't talk about murderers or rapists+, those deserve punishments.

Always see the goodness in people and stay good.
It's their choice to deceive you or not.
You can't stop them, it's life.

Hannah went for help at the end of the book.
She wanted help from Mr.Porter.
Mr.Porter said it's either that you take action or you get over it.
Asking her to get over it, it triggered her to finally kill herself.
Again. Dumb.
1. Never expect anyone to understand what you feel, they are not you.
2. Open up if you decide to seek for help.
(For the fact that, she didn't tell Mr.Porter shit, how was he supposed to know?)
3. Do something or get over it.

When I was depressed, my friends couldn't understand it.
My friends couldn't understand why I'm sad for such a thing.
It comes back to this, they don't know it because they are not me.
They didn't experience the things I experienced, they were not having the same thought.
They were not feeling what I was feeling.
 It's the same as Hannah, people think she makes mountains out of molehills.
The thing is they don't know what happened to her.

I'm pretty sure I'm a joke to certain people.
That I make mountains out of molehills too.
Haha, the thing is that they don't know anything.
 Maybe it's just different thinking, really, everyone is different.
They might think it was nothing but... whatever.

Even if you know the ugly truth...
Don't, there's no need to tear their mask away.
Cause, a mask is all that they have left.

Wow, this last line so power one.

Good night, xx.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Have a break, have a Kit Kat

Went to the launch of Kit Kat Rubies last month.
I'm SURE that all of you know what Kit Kat is.
Cause we all have breaks, when you "HAVE A BREAK, HAVE A KIT KAT", lol.
Kit Kat introduced a new product, its very own premium chocolate, Kit Kat Rubies.
Each chocolate bar is layered with soft chocolate confection, a crispy wafer centre
and pieces of hazelnut encased in smooth milk chocolate.
The chocolate truffle cream was created using the finest ingredients.
Those crunchy caramelised roasted hazelnut pieces imported from Spain though...
One word. Yum...

A mountain of goodness.

Classy, crimson, attractive red wrappers.
Getting packed into elegant two-tier box.
It's a great gift for the loved ones.

Just Jane and me wearing our Kit Kat Rubies apron (:

Here comes the interesting part.
We got to make our own chocolate.
Kit Kat actually had marble tables ready to show us the process of tempering chocolate.

I learnt this in school and I also learnt to make truffles.
Trust me, it's so hard! It requires a lot of work to make a chocolate truffle.
Chocolate tempering is the process of heating and cooling chocolate.
If you didn't do it right, your chocolate will not set.
Proper tempering gives you the glossy and smooth finish, wow I sound like a pro.

Here's me, having a try tempering Nestle chocolate (:

Then, we got to add whatever we like.
Strawberry bits, hazelnut, almond and everything nice!
As you can see here, I like mine really nutty, haha!

Having lots of fun!

Craving for Kit Kat Rubies as I'm typing this, gahhhh.

This new product is aimed at launching Kit Kat into the premium gifting segment
to ensure consumers to have more varieties to choose from to give to their loved ones.
Now you know what to get for your special someone on special occasions!