Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Little Paper Towns story

"I love John Green's books.
I like The Fault in Our Stars very much.
Before our first date, you watched the movie just to impress me.
Not bad not bad at all, guy watching a romance movie just cause I like it.
Paper Towns was the 4th John Green book I read.
I got it last year, after knowing that it would be made into a movie.
You love to play computer game.
Some times, I played with you, I find it pretty interesting actually.
It was great, I grew to like computer game because it makes you happy.
I like to see you happy, I love that smile. 
You once said that you're happy when I'm happy, totally the other way round.
I'm happy when you're happy.
I love how we would spend time together doing separate things.
I would sit at the edge of the long couch and read my book.
You would sit at the other end and play computer game or video game.
Some times, we got bored of what we were doing and we watched a movie together.

Love the silent moments.
Just simply enjoying each other's company without talking.
So comfortable.

'Hey, so what's this book about?'
'Babe, I'm not even 50 pages through.'
'But tell me something about it.'
'I'll tell you when I finish the book.'
'No, tell me something now, there must be something.'
You are persuasive and you will not give up for shit.
'So, there's this girl...'
'What's her name?'
'Margo, her name is Margo, she's avenging her cheating boyfriend with the help of 
her neighbour, Quentin.'
'So, does Margo like Quentin?'
'No, I think Quentin loves Margo.'
'Alright, then?'
'That's it, play your game, I'll tell you more soon.'

Two days later.
'So, Margo left town and she left clues, Quentin is determined to find her.'

Another day later.
'So, where did Margo go?'
I don't know why this line gets stuck in my head and
I always think about you asking me 'where did Margo go?'
I don't know why it left such a deep impression.
'I don't know, we will watch it together, alright?'
'When will the movie be out?'
'I don't know when, prolly next year?'
'Sure, b, whatever you like.'

We didn't make it pass 'next year', lol.

You went missing like Margo.
You gave me the best months in life so far.
You're like a mystery but you're not one.
You didn't need me, you picked me and I picked you back.  
I tried to find you but you didn't want to be found by ME.
You were not a miracle. You were not an adventure.
You were not a fine and precious thing.
You were a boy.
You're still happy now, it's all that matters.
Stay happy, you look best when you're happy."


Don't get me wrong, I'm not being sensitive, over sensitive or emotional.
No. I'm very happy, I'm a happy person.
I just don't know why I always have these thoughts after learning something new.
I would really want to note everything down but...
I always get judged for being overly emotional or sensitive.
Guys, I'm happy, ok.
Guys, I just like to write, I like expressing deep thoughts.
Guys, I'm writing poetry here, ok maybe not poetry, I'm not that good but...
I'm just sharing what I learn in life.
About relationships between lovers, between friends, between family.
About life...
Readers should notice that I don't really blog anymore.
It's not that I don't want to but people judge me for exposing private thoughts.
The struggle is REAL, guys.
I might just delete this post, else I'll never get a boyfriend, lol lol lol.

So back to the topic, I watched the movie.
Oh yeah, I got to watch it first, teehee.
Spoiler alert?

It was great but it's the same.
I loved the book more but the movie was good.
I'd say that it's better than TFIOS, I'm sorry!
Margo portrayed super well, Cara has got the Margo attitude.
Q was great, great acting.
Gotta love Ben, loved Ben, loved Radar.
Very good castings, they all fit the characters very well.
Not to forget Ansel made a special appearance, I squirmed.
I read the book, so I knew how it was gonna.
I could also mouth their dialogues but I had to keep quiet, it was tough.
My favourite beer sword bit was in it too.
I wrote a book review about Paper Towns, search for it and read it (:
Worth watching, better than I expected and it was really funny, very.

Monday, July 6, 2015

Daphne Charice & Kang Er - High Hopes (Kodaline)

I haven't done the random facts post for a long time.
Still remember?
Sometimes I do like fun facts, super random things, sometimes funny.
I always think I'm funny.
Am I? I really think I am funny.

#1. I made the whole Space crew call me "Khaleesi".
Khaleesi is the Mother of Dragons (Danerys Targaryen), a character in Game of Thrones.
I keep going like "I'M NOT A QUEEN, I'M KHALEESI!!!".
My head barista was like "KA LU SI" (direct translation : let you die), lol.

#2. Currently playing - 
I Was Made For Loving You by Tori Kelly ft Ed Sheeran.

#3. Ed Sheeran wrote that song ^

#4. I lost my work log but I'm just chilling here, I don't know why.

#5. I don't think I'll ever get sick of the song Love Me Like You Do.

#6. Another fun fact, Tove Lo wrote that song ^
She good, she good.

#7. The most wanted kicks for me right now are dem Yeezy Boost 350.
AJ1 Retro Bred and Royal Blue are also my number one on wishlist.

#8. I haven't achieved my dream of going to London, heh.

#9. I don't know why I like to close my eyes when I sing.
Sometimes it seems like I'm struggling at high notes but the face I make is actually
me feeling dem feels, yall got me? Lol.
For example, this song makes me feel dem feels all the time, all the time.
Feels at 1:18min-1:38minDaphne Charice & Kang Er - High Hopes ( Kodaline )
Posted by Daphne Charice on Monday, July 6, 2015

#10. I had an epiphany that night.
Ya, I always have epiphanies, pfft.
I never thought boobs and booties were important, I never thought so.
I accept aesthetic procedures but I still can't accept plastic surgery myself.
But I always thought that I'll get my jaw fixed if I were to go through plastic surgery.
My jaw is messed up because I had a bad dentist.
So now, I want to fix my teeth and I wanted to go for invasalign.
Braces kinda affect me when I sing, I like to sing, lol.
Turned out that I'm not a suitable candidate for invasalign.
If I want invasalign, I have to go through jaw surgery to fix my jaw first.
I was like shiettttttttttt.
So, I turn to dr.Rachel to get my chin aesthetically fixed, super honest girl here.
I'm going to put braces on soon, then my jaw will be fixed and my chin will be better.
Oh ya, back to the topic, so if I were to choose a plastic surgery procedure now,
I think I really want boobs and booty.
Mine are too petite, it's really sad, ahahaha!

Monday, June 22, 2015

Diary : Better

I am to remember this day.

It seems like I haven't been blogging but I've typed so many articles and some random posts.
Some are drafts, some are deleted.
I decided to publish this random one.

It was the day before my birthday this year.
Liza just came back from the US in the morning.
Natalie just got back from HK.
Leng and Nana rushed from work.
They were there to celebrate birthday for me, to make me feel special.
I like to have Chinese dinner for birthday because we get to sit together.
A round table, so we can see each other and talk.
A symbol of unity too.
Dinner was great and we left to Leonardo's for wine.

It was one of the best nights.
We sat down and we talked for hours.
My shoulders are heavy.
I have very high expectation of myself.
Never for others but for and of myself.
I'm hard on myself, as supposed, that's what they always say.
My mind always has the right ideas, wise decisions, smart answers
but my heart acts... weird.
It's not just my past relationship but my family, my work.
I feel that I'm incompetent at work.
I feel that I have to take all the responsibilities as a good daughter.
 I think for others and I care a lot for their feeling.
I easily feel worthless and incapable, I don't know why.

I was waiting for something to hit me, hit me, so I'll wake up and buck up.
It was that night, I think, I think.
Girls poured their heart, I poured mine.
The patience they offered, the faith they have in me, are tremendous.

  I'm better, so much better.
I'm so positive lately, everyone can sense it, can feel it.
I caught myself smiling at nothing just driving.
That's when I know that I'm happy on my own!

Time is the key.
I'm taking too long but I'm getting there.

Thursday, June 11, 2015

剪了 甘願了

I always cut my hair or trim my hair.
As I mentioned before, hair cutting makes me feel fresh.
It's like a reset button, it makes me feel like I can start afresh.
I have no idea why, I just feel so.
I've trimmed my hair for a couple of times since last year.
Trying to feel strong, I don't know why, my mind is playing with me, lol.
I keep resetting once I feel like I'm failing, heh.
I always want to try having short hair.
First thing, the man I loved used to love me with long hair, he told me not to cut it.
Second thing, I asked 10 of my friends, 10 told me not to cut it, heh.
I think it's just so "daphne" again.
Didn't plan to cut it but I do what I want to do.
I'm always like that, stubborn as hell, a true Gemini.
After hair washing and hair treatment, I was about to walk out of Editor Salon.
Then, I felt like it, so I sat back down and told my hairstylist Chefuu to chop my hair off.

Vain pictures before I chopped dem off.

Heh, I don't know why I filmed this but... I just did.
A lot of vain footages because I don't have enough footages to squeeze in, lol.

Where did I get this haircut inspiration?
It started from a French actress, Léa Seydoux.
 Google her images, seems like all hairstyles suit her so well.
I guess it's just the face, she's too hot.

 I like the straight cut because I have thick hair.
I was thinking that it might look stylish for me.
So, I ditched the layer cut and went for the straight cut.

Surprisingly, I really love my new haircut.
All thanks to Chefuu too.
I was like "Chef, don't disappoint me,"
He did it so carefully and professionally.
 The important thing is that he knows what I want.

男生都覺得長髮的女生比較漂亮 高雅 比較有女人味
我問了十個男生朋友 十個都要我別剪
很多都說我已經沒人追沒追求者 再剪個短髮 更沒有人要追了
我一直都不敢剪 而且前男友贊我長髮漂亮要我別剪 我牢記在心 lol loser
想說 woman! 頭髮是你的 剪不剪 你自己決定 瀟灑一點 頭髮會長的(雖然真的要等很久 哭)
一個人如果喜歡你 長髮短髮都會一樣愛 呵

現在剪了 甘願了

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Marvellous Creations

No introductions of Cadbury chocolate are needed for Malaysians.
It is the best selling chocolate brand in the country.
Giving happiness since 1905.
It's supplied from Cadbury's chocolate factory in Shah Alam.

Last Saturday, I was invited to the Marvellous Creations Carnival.
I was told that Cadbury was introducing the new Cadbury Marvellous Creations.
I immediately said yes to joining this carnival.
It's Cadbury, my mum loves Cadbury and our fridge never runs out of Cadbury chocolate.
I also wanted to get the new flavours back for my mum to try.

 I arrived at Sunway Pyramid at 11 in the morning.
I saw securities and body guards everywhere, I knew that Cadbury must have invited a VIP.
I didn't know until the fans started flooding the venue.
 Wow, I was starstruck, it was my first time seeing her in real life.
All Malaysians adore her.

Then, I remember I saw her in the Cadbury commercial on TV.
Ahhhhh, she's really elegant and lovable.

Let's get the carnival started!
*confetti confetti*

Cadbury doin' it right.
This is what you call a carnival.
So magical, it's really a "Marvellous Creation".

Back to the point.
The two new variants of Cadbury Dairy Milk Marvellous Creations:
1.Jelly Popping Candy
Jelly, Candy Bits and Popping Candy covered in Cadbury Dairy Milk milk chocolate.
2.Peanut Toffee Cookie
Peanut and Toffee Cookie Bits covered in Cadbury Dairy Milk milk chocolate.

I really love the Jelly Popping Candy but
I think I prefer Peanut Toffee Cookie because I like to have my chocolate with nuts.
Not only the texture of Cadbury chocolate is smooth and creamy
but the ingredients they use are great quality stuff.
I like how my chocolate bar is filled with lotsa nuts and lotsa candy.
The Cadbury Dairy Milk chocolate bars are always filled generously with different fillings.

Karen and I, going through our goody bag.

Do you know that I've known Karen since forever?
She was my senior in school, we used to hang out every week.
I was so happy to see her there and we kinda relived our childhood moments.
Thanks to the Marvellous Creations Carnival.
This is really how it is, we used to play this at the theme park in Times Square, hahaha!
Super fun!

Just our feet!

I really really really love the balloons.
A carnival experience is never complete without balloons.
The wonderment of Marvellous Creations world is complete, it is complete with the balloons.
I was like "Karen, let's go swim in that pool of balloons!"
I think some onlookers thought we were crazy.
Hey, I'm still kiddy at heart, that's how you don't grow old.

Then, there were kids who started throwing balloons at us and playing with us, lol.

Totally selfie-worthy.

Fun games all around, we tried every single game.
 That smile though...

Life can be hectic when you grow up.
Sometimes, we forget about the little things that make us happy.
A Cadbury chocolate bar could make the happiest kid when I was younger.
I'm surprised that it still does, wait, I'm not actually surprised.
I'm just being reminded of this innocent, pure, simply unbridled happiness.
Thanks Marvellous Creations for that!